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Thursday, August 28, 2008



Its been such a long time i last blog ~
many things happened ! perhaps ya .. it all happen with a reason
well. ppl come in and out of my life.
some are worth to keep some are not.
well. it doesnt matter anymore.
as for now. i am leading a happy life once again.
it is always good to look forward rather than backwards.
never would i regret as this is the decision that i chose.

anyway. on a happier note. i survived from the hectic week which bomb me with loads of assignments and test ! It's time for me to relax now. 1-2 weeks later. im sure gonna be a real busy girl struggling to finish up all my datelines assignments. ! hahaha ! =) anyway ! relax first!

On top of that. the happiest thing that ought to mention here would be junnie and rose visiting me in melbourne ! yeahhh ! its a pity candy cant join us ! i will be expecting u to come visit me alright - candy ! =) we had loads of fun, visiting many different places. although its such a short time ( 1 week) and we were rushing all the way but hope you gals enjoy urself to the fullest ! i know melbourne is a bit too cold for ur liking ! hahahhaa ! sometimes i couldnt take it too laaaaaa ! alright ! i shall write til here ~ update soon ! hehee !















































MISS THEM LOADSSSSSSS !! MUACKS !! =)



I dreamnt of you at 12:53 AM




Sunday, May 18, 2008



You are the one that makes me feel that being in love is such a beautiful thing.
You are the one who loves me for who i am.
You are the one who have been staying all by my side. encouraging me. supporting me.
You are the one who gave me unconditional love.

These are all true. This came out from the bottom of my heart.

I know it's all my fault.I know i did not cherish this relationship.
Im so sorry for hurting you.But my heart do aches too.

Thanks for giving me such a nice and sweet memories.

I will never forget you.

I know saying sorry would not mend anything.But im really sorry for everything.

Love ended - 16th May 2008


I dreamnt of you at 7:23 PM




Friday, April 18, 2008




without knowing time passes so quickly! its already the end of 7th week of uni ! like wth ! so many assignments waiting for me to complete it! =(
an average of 2 assignments or tests per week! giving me a real headache ! =(
well-o-well. i just have to put my ass to the chair to finish it rather than complaining la =)

seriously. i have been eating like nobody business! everyone complaining that i put on so much weight. which i totally agree too. ! wads wrong with me !

well. its great to be a baby! at least you dont have to worry so many things or perhaps everything. do not need to make any decision so that you wont regret whichever you choose. just lead a stress-free and happy go lucky life! =) as we grew older, there are loads of responsibility waiting for us. sometimes it can be really pain in the ass.

another random thought that come running in my mind. friends.
what is the definition of a friend?
how to you determine who is your true and good friend? and not just by taking advantage of you.
well. in my this 21 yr of life. i do come across many different types of friends.
but close friends .. and i mean those heart to heart talk friends .. friends who i totally believe and trust is really countable.

everyone knows my weeknesses.. which is being too soft and never reject people. i reckon i really should change so that people wont just that this weeknesses of mine as an advantage to them... but saying seems so much easier than doing it. =X
on another note. i really hope to be able to express myself well in front of others. esp to people who i just met. it really pluck out a lot of courages to have a gd conversion without thinking how would they think/judge me. communication skills is really an important and essential elements. =) i want to improve myelf in every aspect. =)


I dreamnt of you at 11:57 PM




Wednesday, April 02, 2008



So quickly. it mark the end of 1 week easter holiday. btw its week 5 already! ohh mannn... It's such a wasted holiday. didnt do anything useful. didnt study. didnt do assignment. just hanging out with friends. really rotted too much. Ever since i came back from JB. im sooo reluctant to study~ really too lazy ! i know its really bad. but cant blame myself. have been partying and enjoying too much during the summer holidays !! haha =) i know its all excuses !

well. over these few weeks back in melbourne.. (back to study life) im still doing good. (hope so).. haha. but i do misses people back in singapore/malaysia.

im missing out all of our gatherings. ~ i would call you gals soon yaaaaa~~ wait for my call =)

well.. many thoughts running in my mind:

Don't know whether i made this correct steps a not. i know its all my fault that lead to this situation. up til now. i haven't come out with a decision. im really sorry for making you feel so terrible. i seriously don't know what i want.

Ps: i want CJ7 !!! hahaha =)


I dreamnt of you at 6:11 PM




Tuesday, December 18, 2007



It's time for an update ! =)

Time passes so quickly
It's been a month im back in Jb
Done nothing much
except shopping and meeting up with all my love ones
Mom and Elaine back from melbourne few days ago

Learnt to drive in to sg by myself
proud of myself though i still need more practice =)
at least have some achievement. hee
Went to "Breeze" at the "scarlet Hotel" with my bibi to celebrate our 17th months anniversary
Went to Yan Chee 21st Birthday celebration.
Have a small gathering with some of my secondary friends.
wow. ages i have not meet up with them.


Christmas is coming!
wondering where should i celebrate this occassion.
Need to get some christmas gifts too
Having such a great and relaxing time in JB/SG


Received my results.
thought i could do better than this
But still contented
Strive for better grades next semester =)


I want to go for a short getaway to somewhere.
Perhaps Thailand, HongKong, Taiwan or other places
I dont mind going to KL too .. LOL
Sick and tired of JB.
B.O.R.I.N.G place =(

Time for photo session =)
In case you all forget about me.. sooo picture of me first ! hahaha =)








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I dreamnt of you at 1:13 AM




Saturday, August 25, 2007



Just a quick update!
Mom went back to Jb last sunday !
omg! havent been having a proper meals for a week already ! haha !
Mom's cooking is still the best ! i miss her loads !
Went to crown for buffet before the day mom left melbourne.
we 3 sisters back to independence day again ! hahaha
Well.. different feeling without mom around. Got pros and cons too la ! =)

Anyway. went out with a bunch of frenz for steamboat and k-box singing on friday!
Went to Glen Waverly. First time been there! wow. ! its like a small city over there! nICe !
fun fun fun !
entertainment expenses indeed expensive la !
backed home about 415am and slept at 5 plus!
Just received a call from uncle ching.
Gonna have dinner with them.
Will updated more when im free =)
Gotta take a shower now!

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Love, JanJan



I dreamnt of you at 3:25 PM




Tuesday, August 14, 2007




It the 5th week of school.
Time passes so quickly.
Im a Year 2 student now!
Made quite a number of friends in uni this sem.
Happy about it.
Realised it do require effort in making friends.
The feeling of being accepted is great.

Nothing much to blog tough.
Kinda lost my passion to blog already.
ZZZZZzz. that sounds bad. haha.
Shall update soon again. =)


I dreamnt of you at 11:33 PM




Thursday, July 12, 2007



If this relationship doesnt work out.
i will never be in a long-distance-relationship again.
its too tiring.
it needs loads of trust.


I dreamnt of you at 2:08 AM




Wednesday, July 04, 2007



Met up with Corinna, leon, jian jun and slyvia.
Been awhile i last met them.

Done some catch up!

It feels good to meet up with them again!

opss ! forget to take pictures with them.

As usual, we had steamboat and singing k session in boxhill.

Had steamboat from 630pm to 830pm

Sing from 9pm to 4am !

omg ! dunno how many donkey years didnt sing already la !

After that went over to corinna place to watch wishing stairs

Home sweet Home at 715am !

woke up abt 330pm? omg !

Anyway. its a fun gathering =) more gathering to come pls .. hehe


BTW! we managed to rent a house! good location! nice, big and spacious house.

Look brand new ! WOW !

But rental kinda high.

Need to get our furniture too! which mean spending more money. ZZz

Going down to IKEA tmr!

moving out real soon.

such a hassle to move!

Contract is dued soon.

How i wish fina could join us too ! i will miss u la !!


Results is releasing in 10 days time. shit !

pray hard for me people ! argh !

just hope it would be fine! =)

Ps: For people like me who are so free now. Online shopping weddy is a killer man! Their stuff are tempting me to buy la. but some are freaking expensive too! currently im looking at japan stuffs. omg ! sooo pretty la ! shipping fees already cost a bomb la... haha. ZZZzzzz.


I dreamnt of you at 12:26 AM




Sunday, July 01, 2007



DARDAR AND HUBBY

This is Us! One Year Ago! =)


Our love journey started on 30 June 2006.

Our love is still as strong as ever!

Distance is not a problem when you found the right person. The one that willing to put his whole heart to this relationship and prove to me that distance relationship do works!

Nothing would make us fall apart !
One Year Love ! And im still counting on !
I Love You Hubby !

I do cherish him a lot! Appreciate him loads. Thanks for putting in effort in this relationship! Thanks for being patient, understanding, caring and supporting me whatever i do. Thanks for being there whenever i need you. Thanks for waiting for me all these while. Thanks for sending anniversary cards and stuff every month. Thanks for listening to my woes whenever im down. Thanks for listening to my ranting whenever im feeling irritated. Thanks for giving me unconditional love. Thanks for everything. Im glad that i have found you!


Our love journey would never end. Loving you so much! Have been missing you all these while! We would be reunion-ing soon! I love you Hubby su!

Muacks

Huggies Tight

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO US!



I dreamnt of you at 12:22 AM




Friday, June 29, 2007



I have started holidays for the past 2 weeks already! One word to describe it! "BORING"
Perhaps the most "bo liao" holidays i ever had!
I do not have the mood to shop already
Shop the same place over and over again. gosh! seriously, i need a life man !
I wanna tour around other states in Australia.
I wanna do something meaningful rather than aimlessly finding places to go.
For the past 2 weeks, i have been eating and eating and eating. really putting on so much weight
Nothing much for me to do. im just really bored!!
After my last paper, i am not a single bit happy or excited about it. But at least relieve about it.
Guess i have nothing to look forward after the paper. =(
im just bored bored bored!!!! whats wrong with me !
Sometimes i rather stay at home than going out. haha! thats so unusual la!

By the way, have been looking for houses these few days. dunno really wanna move a not.
Moving house is such a hassle. but its good to live near the train station too.
But staying in houses is dangerous. hmmm
Really hope i can at least pass all of my subjects this semester!
random note: recently, im so obsessed with monash webby ! "wth" haha
i wanna go to luna park to have fun! might be going next week! woOhooO!
i wanna meet up friends that i havent been contacting them for a long time!
And of course:

I miss my boyfriend so much
I miss the girls too!
I miss singapore
I miss Jb
I miss hanging out with them !
I miss those crazy times
I just miss them so much

5 more months to endure! sigh.

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Elaine. Delfina. Janice




















Us Again ! =)















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"Nu Ren WO Zui Da"
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Fay.Sep.Jan


I dreamnt of you at 12:45 AM




Saturday, May 26, 2007



Its my 2nd sister, Justina!! 19th birthday !! Yahooo ! loving her loads. Although i may not express my love towards her that well. But i love her loads la..... LOL.. hehe.. havent get her any presents. shall replace it soon. =) Dunno whether she really enjoyed herself.. she looks kinda distracted the whole day.

  • 7 June 07 Business Law
  • 8 June 07 Microeconomic
  • 13 June 07 Financial Modelling
  • 14 June 07 Accounting B

Exam is really round the corner. I have a shitty timetable. How sway can i be. dunno start and end so early for wad. i also not rushing to go back to malaysia wad. y cant they give me few more days to study rather than squeezing all my subjects.. Argh. Disgusting !

On a lighter note, my mom n youngest sister arrived on the 22 of may 07 ! Weee ! happy ! so many places wanna bring them. but have to start on my revision. perhaps the wrong timing la.

Does everyone mean it when they apologies? Is "sorry" just a term or does that person really felt guity about it? I hate people who just apologies just for the sake of doing it. Why cant people be more serious in doing things? In many cases, "sorry" cant mend anything, what had been said or done cannot be taken back. anyway. there is no particular reason for saying this. it just come across my mind. To add on. i hate the feeling of being disappointed.

PS: Does everyone keep a secret?

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:: Elaine n Jan ::

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:: 3 sisters =) ::

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:: Us again ::

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::Happy Family::

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::Elaine and Jan - In the Train ::

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::Del n Jan - KukuS::

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:: my sweet darlings sisters ::

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:: Posing .. LOL ::

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:: We love each other sooo much =) ::



I dreamnt of you at 8:07 PM




Saturday, April 21, 2007



Time pass so quickly for this semester. Without realising days are drawing nearer n nearer for my papers. Its time for me to pull up my socks! Gosh ! hope its still not too late. haha. anyway. this 2 weeks gonna be a disaster. Having 4 incomplete assignment and a presentation would really make me go bonkers! hope i can finish it on time with the speed and laziness im having right now !

On a lighter note, mom n sister will be coming over during the month of may. we gonna have hell loads of fun. i guess. haha. too bad hubby is not here. Aww. but i really wish to go back during the June holiday. well well well. Anyway. gonna end this post with some random pic !



Creation by ROse !! Awww ... i miss the gurlssss in SG loads !! =)



FATNESSSS !!



The Big Eater


"Hairy Legs" with the cute monkey ! .. LOL


HOw Crazy we can be ..... hmmmmmm =)

USss ! SIsters

Us Us USs ..



May n Jan


JanJan



Cute Tarot Card we played with sep n others



CAndiessss


Nice Roses !! =)




Me Me Me ! dont mind the background ya .. haha =)


I dreamnt of you at 1:27 PM




Thursday, April 12, 2007



I HAVE A BOYFRIEND WHO LIKES TO IRRITATES AND PROVOKE ME !!





ARGHHH .. I JUST WANT TO BITE HIM LAAAA ! .. TOOPID BOYFRIEND !!

*But i still Love him laa*



I dreamnt of you at 3:47 PM




Wednesday, April 11, 2007



Im having easter holiday right now. And also an additional of 1 week semester break . Though they claim that it is a semester break but i doubt it would be any relaxing or enjoying week. Got financial modelling assignment which is due on the coming monday. havent start any single bit. i just too lazy to move my butt la. LOL. had been lying on the bed. surfing and chit chatting on phone.

There are strings of birthday celebration last week. Celebrated both september and Grace's birthday. Its good to make up and dress up. I love doing things that brightened up my days la. gals gals gals. Done up some shopping session with the gurls. Bought some tops and many cosmetic. BTW. im a BIG fan of "Majolica Majorca" products. oOOOo.. Im loving it. i could just spent few hundreds of dollars on their products without complaining la.. im just too happy to have it la. as i have been searching high n low for this particular product la. its limited edition la. Moreover its having 50% off. wad more can i ask for. haha. of coz grab it as soon as possible la.. =)

Frenz are essential in my life. But it also depends on whether they are worth making friends with. There are many people who likes to take things or people for granted. I hate double face/ character people. Why are there so many plastic people around? People are sooo selfish. Anyway this is the reality of the world. Sad but true. Why do things and people change? How i wish we were as goods as the past. =(

PS: i will not be going back on the Mid June for holiday as mom n youngest sister will be coming over. Aww =(. I MIss and heart everyone dearly la... =(





Us having the mini cone ice cream ! Yummm Yumm .. Enough for us to satisfy our desires for icrecream laaaaa.. =)



Sis n Jan - With our drinks - Cranberry juice n cosmo



Happy Easter Everyone ! =)



Birthday Girl ! =) - Grace -



May n Del - The Happy Gurls ... Yoz MAte ! .. waahaha




Grace n Jan =) Easter Egg from her =) Heart her .. lala =)



Us - Dress up for grace's birthday !





I HEART THEM LOADSSSS !! =) "Majolica Majorca"


Chadstone with my sister ! =) Muack


My sister n i ! =) Heart u TOooo arrrrr



I dreamnt of you at 1:11 AM




Wednesday, March 28, 2007



Supper i made for the spice girls !! . hahaha



Weird/Ugly Spice !! wahAHaa

Next, Having loads of fun making up for our shopping session !! .. =)
Played Wii with them too ! .. haha .. played til the next morning 7am .. How crazy we can be.. =)

* Deleted the pics that i post up yesterday since they say i put up their ugly picss ... anyway ... take down already .. hee =)


Us US USs .. SHowing off our blush !! =)



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Happy TIme !!


Me Me mEe MeE

I DO miss u loads Gurls !!! =) muack


I dreamnt of you at 2:32 AM








Submitted econ assignment. it seems that i am always rushing for my assignment. haha ! Anyway, its over. TIme to Relax! Doing nothing. just slacking at home. been some time i had some quality time for myself. =)

Felt unusual. im not busying texting or calling anymore. No more instant messages, no more smses and no more calls. nothing. hp was kept quiet the whole day. No more care n concern smses. No more nice words calling out from him. Nothing. i felt something missing. I would just dazzed in space. Looking for an answer. So much so i wanted to give in .. but something just pull me back. Is it the faith and trust i had was no longer there? is it i being too stubborn? well .. i wonder. Trust and being secure is wad i need. I used to have it. . . .

Anyway. Night is soo quiet tonight. Everyone was rushing for assignment. I should be reading my Business Law Notes. But im just too lazy and not the mood. Perhaps i shall turn in early tonight. Most likely going for the Business law lecture tml although there is 3 hrs interval break. Wonder wad should i do during the break. Awww.

On a brighter Note, i do still have my "spice girls" to crazy with. Doing silly stunts, making crazy moves, doing singapore workout, sending random mms to each other though we are in the same room ! HAHA. and ETC. At least u will feel warmly as they do welcome me back home with their open arms la !HAHA ! *Grin*

Every Wed is gonna be our feasting day. wondering what will we be having tml .. Hmm. Clayton is such a kampung place la .. nothing much to eat too.. =X


I dreamnt of you at 2:07 AM




Thursday, March 15, 2007



Im totally mentally and physically exhausted ! I Even skipped the last hr of my Business Law Lecture ! well. it seems like i am feeling so unusual today ! Perhaps Lack of sleep and losing some blood is the results of having weird mood. Anyway. i had a real long day of school. Sch starts at 10am .. and end at 6pm ! i thought i could handle it. Guess i had over-estimated myself. Shall change the 10am tutorial to tue 8am. I desperatly wans to have the tue tutorial for my financial modelling. I rather wake up damn early to attend a good class. *Grin* im a good girl ! Aww .. Zzzzzz =)

Im back to school life again after partying and enjoying my life in Jb for the full of 4 months. Holy Shit ! Im just too lazy to get my butt n mind started to study ! ARgh ! Library had became to be my 2nd home. Sis, del, grace n i will popped to the library to study til midnight ! haha. unbelievable rite ! im trying hard to be a hardworking girl. =)

Back in aussie. Lifestyle changed again. im soo used to have hubby by my side. Being 24/7 together with him. Sad CAse ! couldnt have a tight hug whenever im feeling down. =( Now the stoopid bf is having so much fun playing his rubby with them. haiz. =( * i didnt say u cannot play with them. dun get me wrong again.*

Neverthless, i do miss my buddies too. They seems to be so buzy. Hardly seen them online. They must be working. having a tight schedule. Do contact me or leave a sms or msg to me! dun forget me !! will call u gals soon ! muack =)

I have yet do my laundry. Clothes is pilling up. Need to get rid those dirty clothes soon ! i mean real soon ! i soo much wanted to catch up with my work ! i am falling way back esp for my business law. i have not a single clue wad the hell they are talking about. i need some help ! AwWw. no failing of any subjects ! i just want to graduate and have a good degree =)

By the way, elaine n mummy will be coming over to aussie too ! thats sound great eh ! =) Waiting for them to come =) so elaine faster decide on which course u wanna study. dun waste time le la !! meet u all soon ! =) muack .. miss u all tooo !

Im so tired. especially mentally exhausted. i shall get some sleep and get up to do some readings. Tomorrow will be a better day for me ! i need to chill out with my friends soon !






Jan.May.Elaine =)



I dreamnt of you at 7:15 PM




Sunday, January 21, 2007



Sorry for the delayed entry. Havent been blogging for a long time.

Life is still the same. Nothing much difference for the past 2 months. Life is soo gd in Jb. =)

I will be flying back on the 25th of Feb. Wow ! .. time flies. i havent got much time left in msia. *i dun wan to go back la* ZzzzzZz

Well.. havent done much meeting up with my frenz. Spending most of my time with my hubby su and family.

2007. A brand new year. Havent come out with any resolution. Just hope everything will go my way. =X

Went out with my mom todae. Get myself a fake eye lashes which i had been eyeing for. =) Gladly, it turn out wad i expected. Not too bad ! i love fake eye lashes. It could make my eyes look bigger n brighter la. wahaha. *Grin* Anyone knoe which brand of fake eye lashes is gd and look natural ? =) Thanks in advance =)




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Im gonna post up some out-dated pictures too. haha. Anyway happy viewing =)




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:: May n Jan ::





:: SISTERS ::


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I dreamnt of you at 4:03 AM




Sunday, December 17, 2006



:: Wonderful Feast ::

Just came back from a wonderful feasting celebration .. hahaa .. since hubby's sister gave him a voucher which worth RM120. We had lots of food and i must say that their main course portion is big ! .. anyway the food was great. and we happily gobble up the food. haha.. what a sinful dinner. but its yummy ! .. we had the starter, main course and desert. Awww.. can u imagine the bill total up to RM102.49 just for 2 people. Aww.. hell loads we ordered .. LOL ! =)

Wad most i scared of is that tml i am gonna have another feasting session with my dad n family. Awww... i enjoyed eating gd food .. but too much of it ... just make me fat la .. DUH ! .. sigh !... say NO to food plsss.. wahahha a.. =)

Checked monash muso last nite. realised that we can view our timetable le... but we still cant choose .. awww... realised that.. i have all lectures on mon-fri !! .. wth ! .. and mostly all starts at 9am ... hmmm .. sianz .. hope i can wake up and attend lesson on time la .. wahaha .. =X

Right now.. waiting for hubby to come back... he went out with his friends for a badminton session .. hahaa ... BAO QI ME !! .. whahaha .. no la .. its me who dun wan to join him la .. LOL .. yesh ! .. im lazy !... hoho .. =)


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:: UssSs ::


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:: Us taking in the car =) ::

HOME SWEET HOME thenn ... =)


I dreamnt of you at 2:19 AM